Thursday, July 22, 2010

High and Low

     "Even if fate did not permit of success: the striving in itself rewards the exertion of one's body" (619). — "If one accepts the burden as joy, there emerges a splendour for which even one's enemies are eager" (630).
— Attributed to the weaver Tiruvalliuvar, "Maxims" from the Kural, in Indian Thought and Its Development, Albert Schweitzer, p. 202.

     "The loveless man takes everything for himself; the man full of love gives even his own bones to others" (72). — .... "To assuage the deadly hunger of the poor is the treasury of the rich" (226). — "Wealth in benevolence is the wealth of wealths. Wealth in possessions the mob has also" (241).
Ibid., p. 203.

.... "The wealth of him who gives nothing to the poor is as if a very fine lady grows old in solitude" (1007).
Ibid., p. 204.

     Somehow I did [stand up for a head count, even after a severe beating], and that pertains to the second rule of survival burned into my mind: never admit the least sign of infirmity. A sore throat or a cough threatened to develop into something worse? A cut or wound or sore that might be protected against a fatal infection if you can scrounge up a piece of cloth? A back or leg injury that makes you stoop or limp? Don't improvise anything that the guards can spot as a makeshift bandage. Hide any mark of illness, no matter how serious or how slight. Remember that you live under the percept — however lunatic it may sound in a pit where all are condemned to destruction — that the weakest, and often the bravest and the best, go first....
— Samuel Pisar, Of Blood and Hope, p. 71.

     Life is so horribly ugly, we human beings so abysmally evil, that if a writer were to describe all that he had seen and heard no one could bear to read it. I can think of people I have known, good, respectable, popular people, who have said or done things that I have crossed out, things that I can never bring myself to mention and that I refuse to remember. Breeding and education seem to do no more than mask the beast in us, and virtue is a disguise. Our highest achievement is the concealment of our vileness.
     Life is so cynical that only a swine can be happy in it, and anyone who can see this hideous life as beautiful is a swine!
     Sure enough, life is a punishment! A hell. For some a purgatory, for none a paradise.
     We are absolutely forced to do evil and to torment our fellow men. It is all sham and delusion, lies, faithlessness, falsehood and self-deception. "My dear friend" is my worst enemy. Instead of "My beloved" one should write "My hated."
— August Strindberg, From An Occult Diary, September 3rd, 1904, [days before he started divorce proceedings from his wife], pp. 76-77.

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